Thanx for the words of support.. disillusioned: Its great to know that out there are u guys who take out their time to reply my mails and let me know that I'm not alone with these gut-wrenching feelings..
I'm taking everything day by day and am trying not to think about him but its hard..I think to myself that if he could be mentally and at times physically abusive to me just a yr or two after our marriage(the honeymoon period) he would have gotten a lot worse after a few more yrs and if I had children with him it would have been bad for them as well..
Well I will write more...Thanx u guyz...
Re:Thanx for the words of support.. justmenow: No problem at all. You'll find that you come here a mess, and then gradually, over time, you end up replying more than posting. :)
Re:Thanx for the words of support.. JASPER: Ain't that the truth! ;) ;)
