Acceptance, what can I do??? 1973kendoll: Even though I dont have sh!t going on for me right now, I feel content; I feel this major appreciative acceptance to just go on, even if that means to live a plain, somewhat mundane and sad life right now. What can I do?; absolutly nothing. I can only accept and embrace this pain. The hurt is fading, but Im afraid bitterness is setting in; I'm almost certain it has. If I had my wish, I would be college educated with the will and desire to live life to the fullest, to welcome and challenge each and every endeavor Ive ever dreamt with the surest of possabilities. I would be financially secure. That wasnt the roll of the dice for me; so I have to accept and move forward, with what I know and how I feel, remembering where Ive been. Its so hard to stay strong; another weak moment for sure. Thanks for listening.
Kenneth James
Re:Acceptance, what can I do??? LostTeacher: i know the feeling.... although i was quite pathetic in my release of my emotion last night, i slept better than i had in a while. i let a lot go yesterday. i let him know exactly how i feel, and what i am unhappy with, and what i want. and that's all i can do now. i can't change him, and can't change why he's different, and why he doesn't want this with me anymore. so i have to find a way to move on. we have dealt with almost everything that has to do with each other now, and there are only a few small things that need to be done. but we now have the major things done, and i have to accept the fact that i can't go back into the past, and i can no longer predict the future. so i have to start living and enjoying the present, and being ok with that.
Re:Acceptance, what can I do??? 1973kendoll: I agree Lostteacher, there really isnt anything anyone can do; we need to move on, as shit#y and as painful as it may be, rationally, its the only way to free ourselves.
