Big question sacoderisa: HI, I want to blow my brains out rite about now.......not literally, but close. Anyways, I have been away from my ex for about..........9 hours today....she moved out of my place for the second time......2 months........she left me the first time.........in June........now, why should I help her move AGAIN to her mom's house? I want to, and I don't want to.............I told her i would b there for her at all times...........but I don't want to because of what she makes me suffer......even without her knowing it.........She treats me like a king......except when I ask for her to comeback.........I love her. Yet I hate her.....I just want to move on, but she won't let me.
Re:Big question elisioleftalone: If you truly feel suicidal, please please get help! It's not worth it! As far as how she makes you feel and your indecision on whether to end the relationship, I would advise getting counseling. A counselor can probably help you sort out your feelings and maybe even show you things you never knew.
Re:Big question snowyheart: Hey sac,
Well, last time I checked you were doing the no-contact thing with her.
Is this an obligitory feeling you have or do you just want to be around your ex?
Re:Big question sacoderisa: I am doing the no contact, i told you guys, i try to avoid her as much as possible. She is the one that always finds an excuse, and I think the moving thing is just another one of the excuses to talk to me. I hate this, because she is the one that left me, so why when I am the one trying to stop contact, she is the one coming to me?
About the suicidal thing...no i'm not suicidal, just that it really pisses me off to have to go trough all her dumb things.
