Good dream! jimloveless: so i had this dream last night. might sound silly to you guys, I dunno, but it really means something to me.
Over the last 7 years, I've had certain... dreams... where I'd be with a girl (any girl that wasn't my stbx). I guess I should say that even in my dreams, I'd remain faithful to her... and leave it at that.
Last night I drempt about a different girl. Nobody I knew... just a pretty girl that exists only in my subconscience. She was incredible, and she wanted to be around me. Nothing wild happened, I think i may have kissed her; the only thing I remember well was sitting next to me with one of her legs hanging over mine; we were both wearing shorts and the skin on skin contact was strangely intimate; wonderfully comforting.
I never once thought it was wrong. I never once wanted to pull away from her or shut her out. I wanted to chase her.
Like i said; maybe pretty dumb to you guys, but now I have my life and my dreams back... I'm feeling better today. The only hole left in me is caused by all the years she took away from me and all the years I was too trusting to question the things that were happening in plain sight.
Re:Good dream! magsinfl: What a great dream! That may be a sign you are ready to move on and leave your stbx behind you. I hope so!
Re:Good dream! jimloveless: you and me both, mags.
Re:Good dream! Lome: James, what a wonderful dream
Keep that image...she may like yoga!
I hope that you meet her soon! She will be so happy...she will laugh all the time...and she will be blessed just to spend time with you.
You know that I am praying for you...
Re:Good dream! jimloveless: one can only hope, lome. one can only hope. ;D
I wrote this girl a letter in the unsent letters section, by the way.
