To my ex ick-head...take this! Chelle30: Hello,
It's taken me almost a year to realize that maybe the break-up of our marriage is not all my fault. You have to place some of the blame on your shoulders too. I tried, damn, I tried so hard to make what I thought was worth it work. I changed for YOU! Who the hell are you, that I need to change my life to better suit you? I was the girl you feel in love with, I laughed, I talked, I had friends and my family...but by the time I finally worked up the courage to leave you..all I was my tears. My friends were history, you didn't like them remember? You thought they were "my" friends, not "ours". My family? Thank God they welcomed me back with open arms. You called me names and critized me for caring too much! Has anyone heard of caring too much? I loved you with my whole heart and soul, and what did you do? Laugh in my face and call me stupid! It was NOT MY FAULT YOU Slimy Bas**** !!! I want to hate you so much, I just sit here everyday hoping today will be the day that your hurtful words and actions don't mean a damn thing to me!! Just once I would like to see you hurt too..Did you ever care? Did you ever feel bad that our marriage sucked? Did you ever feel bad that our daughter would sit in her room and cover her ears when you yelled at me, when YOU put ME down? I did, and that is why I left you. NOT because I am selfish or mean, I left for her. Do you realize that we were teaching her that that thing we had was supposedly love? No way!!
Love is sharing
Maybe one day you will realize that, maybe one day you will realize that what you did was wrong, that what I did was wrong...Maybe your new gf will help you realize what mistakes you have made in the past or maybe she will join the growing list of "he hurt me beyonf repair" woman that you have left in your wake.
I hope that one day you will be truely happy, but I swear to you now, if you put our daughter thru that S*** again with your new GF, you will only see her on occasion. I will not have her growing up realizeing that her daddy is an A**hole! I will not have her growing up thinking it is normal for a man to treat a woman the way you treat women!!!
Chelle
