On My Way....
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On My Way.... Dunno: Hi all! Haven't been here recently as I really feel I say the same thing oiver and over. Yesterday marked my 12 week period, and I would like to think though my heart (I don't listen to) reminds me of the love I feel, my mind reminds me I NEVER want to go through these feelings again. I still very much love the man I married, but don't like the man he has become. By the way, this past Tuesday was well would have been our anniversary, I almost slipped, it's okies now. Yesterday, Saturday, he moved in with my stepdaughter, out of the OW's, but still dates her. I have lost all around here, and I don't know what else I can loose. I likwe to think I can face him, IF he ever wants to and tell him I could and would never want to go back to where we were, I am hoping I find strength and stay where I am at. Am fighting to keep our daughter together in all my whining she was suffering, it's mom first, jilited wife second now....I get my moments, I miss him terribly, but if he can't know this, I pray I stop caring. Take care all, be back again soon.
Re:On My Way.... jt5639: Hi Dunno,

Welcome back. I know what you mean about saying the same things over and over. I feel that way a lot with my friends and family. I think it's ok to do that more here because everyone understands. I'm just saying that if you need to talk people here will listen. And if you don't feel comfortable posting because you feel like your repeating yourself, you can PM me anytime. I won't mind if it's always the same stuff. We're on a similar time frame. It's been 11 weeks - I still love him, but my mind is making me move on. Your relationship was a lot longer, but I think I can relate in some ways. Take care.

jt


Re:On My Way.... Dunno: Thanks alot. You know, time frames seem so very insignificant when it comes to hurts ect, it all hurts the same way :( Let's hope it gets better fast :) Take care.

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