YaBB Godhood, like wow! 2brix: YaBB Godhood, like wow!
I guess this is more of an update then anything else. Last year at this time I would never have thought that I would be a YaBB god. Hell I had no idea that a peice of software called yabb existed let alone a community like Ojar powered by this software. My wife left me in August of 2004 and I was lost. I began a desperate search for help locally and on the internet. Just like so many of you I found this place, started to read posts, screwed up a whole bunch of courage, and started to post. Now I have over 200 scribbles.
At the risk of sounding silly I took out a few minuits when I reached this mile stone and reflected by reading many of my earlier posts. I have to say thank you to each and every member of this community for the insight you have given me through this ordeal. I can see a growth in myself from my first posts until now. I did not only read my story. The life stories of the membership being place here on a day to day basis has helped me cope with my troubles. The humor has made me laugh when all I wanted to do was cry. The caring has made it possible for me to see humanity has hope and so do I.
I realized I was doing something here that up until my life blew apart I could never have considered, I have placed so many of my inner feelings out to the world. Even in anonimity I have exposed myself in essence to anyone who has internet access. I have to the best of my knowledge been as honest as I can be and found so much honesty coming at me from all corners of the globe. I found a freedom here that is slowly getting into all aspects of my life. I no longer feel the need to hide in the corner scuffing dirt over my emotions.
The photo thread has to be one of the best places for me to explore the world of Ojar. I have seen the other people who are suffering through this nightmare. Each and every picture placed on that thread has shown me the beauty of all of you. Even the humor picures or the pet pictures helps me see the roundedness of all. I must admit that all the ladies and I do mean all the ladies on this site are stunning (what fools your exhusbands are with your looks and depth of feelings you each are incredible). At the risk of sounding not hetro I have to grudgingly admit that the men of this site are a handsome lot. As the old phrase goes a picture is worth a thousand words.
Even though by appearance this sounds like a swan song post I am not leaving right away. I have been getting closer to graduating but I think I still have some masters classes to attend. Besides from my angle there are so many of you I would miss if I packed my bags and rode off into the setting sun.
Re:YaBB Godhood, like wow! Chey: How wonderful 2Brix!! I'm glad you stick around, and I'm glad you post what you do.
Thank you, and congrats on reaching your Godhood...
Chey
