Ted Kaczynski Syndrome justmenow: Lately I have had such an urge to just disappear. To become inaccessible to anyone by phone, by email, by instant message, snail-mail, morse code, whatever. I just want to quietly slip into nowhere and re-emerge a few months from now fully rested and ready to take on the world. I am so sick of answering to "How are you?" because half the time I really don't even know myself. I just don't feel like I owe anyone an explanation right now, and I don't like to lie, because I am not "fine".
I asked my therapist if this is normal and she said I need some down-time. She said I have been too involved in kids' concerts and doctor appointments and social commitments and home-improvement projects. She said I am just hitting the wall and maybe I do need some alone time. Yeah, tell that to my boss when I don't show up for work tomorrow, or for the next few months. Tell that to my kids who depend on me. Tell that to my creditors who expect me to pay them every month. Nice concept, but not good reality.
Today I learned a few things about myself that I really didn't like very much and the scary thing is that I'm not sure how to fix it. Maybe that's what therapy is for.
No need to respond to this really, because I'm not actually here. I am invisible right now... ??? Just needed to vent.
Re:Ted Kaczynski Syndrome Safetykc: You are here though and I wanted to respond and give you a HUG anyway...
Take care....
Re:Ted Kaczynski Syndrome justmenow: Dallas? Denver? Detroit? Des Moines? Which one are you in BB?
Re:Ted Kaczynski Syndrome barelybreathing: Well, if you bring one of those bottle of wines with you, why don't you come out to Big D and hang with me.......
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Re:Ted Kaczynski Syndrome barelybreathing: Isn't there only one Big D?
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