I made ammends Bubby: I visited and called my husband's family and apologized for whatever pain or disappointment I may have caused them throughout our separation. I felt like I lost half my family when we separated and I never really explained to them my side of the story. But, I feel better knowing that at least they know that there are two sides to the story and that, while we both made many, many mistakes and were so young and foolish, I accept full responsibility for the mistakes I made. And, that I'm so sorry for any pain that I might've caused them because of my actions. And, they were all so kind to me. I am very fortunate.
I'm not a bad person, but sometimes I sure feel like one. Maybe getting this is like a 12-step program... Because I do feel better.
