The hardest part boshea: K,
You know the hardest part...aside from the sleepless nights, bouts of depression, and overall day-to-day anxiety...is that I know we could have made our marriage work. I know that it wasn't beyond repair...at least not to the point that it pushed you to move to New York!
We could have continued with our counselling sessions...trying harder to rally around our common interests...rather than the polarizing issues that divided us...and your love. I would have sat down with you and listened for as long as it took. I would have done anything for you...especially our marriage. I wish that you had told me in more specific terms what you wanted and expected of me. I was hearing you, but not really listening....to anyone at the time...or my own inner voice.
I hate what my life has become...a life without you. Nothing else really matters...except not being able to share my life with you anymore. I know that we could have made it work...it's too bad that I had to try to convince you...and it's tragic that you believed otherwise. My dream was you...and a life with you...it's no wonder that I don't sleep.
Yours,
B
Re: The hardest part ti-poux: Sorry for your pain bo...
It will get bettet with time, I promisse.
Just keep on coming here and let all your feelings go.
We are all here for you.
Chantal
Re: The hardest part jadedangel: [color=navy"> Boshea ...
You write beautifully .... and usually express my emotions .. better than I can.... [/color">
Re: The hardest part boshea: Thank you both for your kind words and support...
Peace,
Brian
