Re: I hate e-mail... ChristyM: It is harder while everything is still in process. It will be better when you have some finality, trust me. And don't worry about venting here -- this is the best place to do it. We can all commiserate.
Christy
I hate everything about you wowee: I hate e-mail, I hate e-mail fighting. I hate that my husband has my e-mail address & chooses to use it to continue emotionally & verbally abuse me. I hate my husband with a passion so intense it would burn up the sun – the sun wouldn’t have a chance against it. I hate that he still has the ability to create such turmoil in my heart & soul & I hate that my children can see my sadness. I hate all of these things & I hate myself for not being stronger then him even though I know I am better then him.
Re: I hate e-mail... Failedjedi: BLOCK HIM
embrace the ANGER not the HATE
ANGER can free, HATE IMPRISONS
Re: I hate e-mail... slickwilly: I was told that you have to forgive them not for them for yourself its one step towards you moving on with your life they wont understand but its not for them its for you and your happiness ;D
Re: I hate e-mail... ChristyM: [quote"> I hate that my children can see my sadness[/quote">
This has been an issue for me. Not so much now since it's been almost two years but early on. I hated that it seemed like every time he called or came over my daughter was right there and privy to everything. I tried to hide my feelings but sometimes I just wasn't strong enough and would break down crying. Just yesterday she said "mom, you will never find someone you feel is good enough to date because I think you hold out one little thread of hope that dad will become the husband and father you want him to be and we can be a family again". I felt like I was punched in the stomach. She is too perceptive for her own good.
Christy
