Moving to PA from NY.
4 months ago I started posting here, talking about how sad I felt for ending of my 15 year marriage. I moved right after she wanted to end, 4 month ago, I was sharring an apt with a room mate, and for that period of time i was so miserabe just living in one room, and living under other people's rules, that my friend is over.............. I finally got my own place In PA where my current employment is moving to, i will be 24 minutes away from my job. Sad to leave NY, and some what afraid of the unknown in PA. but feel that everything will work out..Moving to another state, i'm not sure how my STBXW is going to take it, but i really can't worry about it. My main concern is that now i have my own place and i can have my 2 kids living with me every other weekend, which makes me very happy. There are days yet that i feel very sad and hurt about failing at a marriage. However, I feel that I was put into this situation for a reason, and i'm looking forward of finding out what that reason is. oooooooo how i miss my stbxw so very much. but i can't change her and or her descision. i must move on with my life.
Thank you for reading as i needed to write down how i was feeling today.
Yes i will be moving tomorrow. WHOOOOHOOOO!!!!!
Hugsss everyone.
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Re: Moving to PA from NY. Erin: Good for you!
I hope the move goes smoothly!
Sounds like it is a change4better...(sorry for the pun, couldn't resist)
Re: Moving to PA from NY. lilly10: That is great news!
I lived in PA for a coupe years once and it was nice. However being from Mass I got very home sick for the ocean. I think this move will be the new begining you need right now. How exciting!!
