Just down. LOST1977: I know I am a big cause to what is going on in my realationship. But I am OVER IT!!!.....I hate feelings. Why can't i get sign of some sorts on what to do. I was looking for some insite from the doc yesterday all i got was you are back and forth. DUH! I hate this limbo type of feeling. Why can i be so connected to something and not be happy? And why do i keep asking "why" to everything? Oh, this thing called sleep anyone know what a few good hours feels like? Wonder what life was like before all this B.S. Was it that bad?
Frustrated and Down
Re: Just down. Erin: No. I'd love to go back, but the fact is you never can.
Regardless of the outcome of your relationship, the fact that you are in this state will forever have an impact on you.
One day, you'll be able to look back and see all that you have learned from this, but while you are living and breathing it, it just plain SUCKS!
Re: Just down. missycristin: Yeah. I jst want it to be over too. Yesterday I felt pretty good, but today I can hardly breathe.
I did realize yesterday that this is only as bad as I am making it. I'm making it pretty bad today.
I need to go throw up and wash my face and get on with my day.
I didn't like limbo, but to be honest. knowing for sure it is over isn't much better.
