crushed like tokyo after godzilla imsti24: i cant remember the last time we fought about anything. i thought we had a good loving relationship and then last friday. she doesnt love me anymore , she doesnt even want to try . says she has been pretending for a year . ive been blind sided.after 11 years and three kids i can honestly say i love her the same as i did the very first day i said those words. everything about her good and bad. i'm so stupid probably missed a million signs that said somethings not right . but a year there were to many real moments to believe a year. now my boys are crushed , i am crushed . im trying to be strong for them , seems like i am the only one thinking about them , since she was told that she needs to do whats right for her and the kids will be ok . yeah thats good advice. i dont know what to do , been told to kick her out , take the house and kids . i cant bring myself to be that heartless. this is not what i want. how would i look to my boys if i did that. they need to know that their dad is a good role model. been told not to leave let her file for divorce first , if i leave looks like i abandon marriage . hurts so bad to be here , wish she would just end it ,get it over with . i'm slleping on my couch , she sleeps in our bed , i cant sleep because so used to having her next to me. trying to be strong. i'm a good looking guy , a loving person a great dad, hell been told by tons of people that i'm a womans perfect dream guy . why not the woman i loves dream guy . so confused . be strong for my kids no mater how hard it is.
Re: crushed like tokyo after godzilla nonstop4x4: Crud, you sound like me.
What pisses me off is how happy she sounds when she calls me to ask me a favor.
