Re: I just can't break it .. qualt: i could tell you a funny story if you want. that may cheer you up. then you can go out and tell all your friends about it. ;D
Re: I just can't break it .. jadedangel: [color=navy"> Yeah Random ... I think that is part of it --- I am worried I am going to be there --- with people I just don't care about ... and I will be stuck coz I know she wants to be --- I just wasn't like this a year ago ..
And .... what funny story Qualt? :-\[/color">
Re: I just can't break it .. manda: I understand.
Or, you won't have fun. That's what I would worry about too: that I'd be there with all those people and wish not to be.
But don't listen to me. All I CAN do tonight is sit here. So you go on out there and come back and tell us how it went.
I just can't break it .. jadedangel: [color=navy"> I just can't break it .... I sit here and tell people to get out and get them off their mind. I say .. keep yourself busy -- learn to have fun again -- have fun for you.
So .. what do I do --- my sister is begging me to go to a Halloween party later tonight ... and I just don't want to ...I am all but whining in asking her why I have to go. What the hell am I afraid of? I might have some fun and I might loosen up ... I might get him off my mind.
What is my problem ... this kina crap makes me so mad at myself -- but, I can't fix it. I use every excuse I know ... even though she knows that is all they are --- arggh!
Yet another reason to be mad at myself .... look at what I am letting him do to me.[/color">
Re: I just can't break it .. manda: It matters who the people are too. My sister has friends who are all kind of snobs, in my opinion. They talk about decorating and shopping and I'm not that into those things. They don't laugh enough...
Anyway, I can understand. And if you really don't want to go, then be firm and say no.
If you think there might be a chance that you have a good time, then go go go!!! Maybe you could drive also so you could leave if you wanted. Make that a part of the deal with your sis.
Good luck.
