Re: D@mn Faith Hill is gonna make me look like an idiot!!! Wolfman: damn i bet that HURTS bad. I'm Hurting bad for hooking back up with my ex who cheated on me, it hurts... i'm just listening to the blues right now.. guess what i need is someone to Hug, someone to hold, someone to love, sounds corny for a man to say this but i don't care anymore..
Re: D@mn Faith Hill is gonna make me look like an idiot!!! sylvia3113: no, he left me and began dating a coworker (the skank whore) 2 days later. still claims it has nothing to with her.
Re: D@mn Faith Hill is gonna make me look like an idiot!!! sylvia3113: Thanks for all the input. I wasn't able to do anything to retrieve the email and now he's back from his vacation. We talked briefly and he hasn't mentioned it............if he does, I guess I'm gonna play dumb and act like I accidentally sent it to him and not a friend with a similar address.
Re: D@mn Faith Hill is gonna make me look like an idiot!!! Wolfman: wow you show a lot of restraint..pretty good, what happened? you left him because he cheated on you?
D@mn Faith Hill is gonna make me look like an idiot!!! sylvia3113: I am so angry at myself, I could spit nails!!! In a moment of depression and sorrow I sent my husband a link to a sappy country music song and now I feel like such an IDIOT!!
I have been wallowing and feeling sorry for myself while he and the skank whore have been vacationing in Puerto Rico (on MY promised trip), i'm almost as bad now as I was in the very beginning.
I have been so proud of my restraint and poise during this break-up and then I go and do something so stupid six months into the process. I don't call him, I don't try to run into him ....in fact I practically hide from him... I don't email him, I don't harrass him, I don't write him letters (well, none that I actually send anyway). I have never cussed him out or called him names, I have never talked badly about the skank whore (to him). In fact, I have been downright civil through the whole f**ing proceedings. If he calls me for something, we talk, otherwise we don't.
and now I go and show him that 6 months into this hell that I'm in.......I'm no further than where I was. I'm still pining for him and still love him and can't figure out how to go on without him even though he obviously has no trouble going on without me.
I even called my ISP to see if there was some way to get back the email before he gets back from PR and sees it and they said no. Actually, they said not unless I sent it to the wrong address........I'm not sure what that means, but I should have lied and said that's what happened.....
What a f**ing IDIOT!!!
