FUCK... lost enigma: I want this to work more than anything in the world, so does he, but if i cant over my god damn insecurities, he will run...
He has threatened to end this today...I dont know what the fuck to do :'(
I do not believe he would cheat on me because he knows what it was like. I do believe he lies about seeing this girl because he is afraid of my reaction, i have been REALLY out of control before.
He sees her once a month outside of work, and once every two weeks at work....frig, but i just cant stop
Re: f-ck... alonewith2: I saw your other post on the main board, and I have to admit that this sounds fishy. My STBX lied through his teeth until I caught him red-handed. Then he continued to lie every day after that.
He can say what he wants about trust, but he also has to give you a reason to trust him. It goes both ways, by lying to you, then he's not trusting you with the correct information!
