Done techick: I am so done with people, i just really am!
Now my XBF is saying he's going to help my XH with custody and WHY? Because he's a mean, lying SOB! I dont know if he really will help my XH, but he's threatening and he called me an @sshole and now he won't talk to me and I need to babysit the pc in case he wants to vent some more because I go to court on the 21st and can't afford to have him joiing up with my XH.......how in the H*LL did my life get to this???????
I trusted and got screwed by my XH, my XBF and my mother this yr....and it has to be MY fault, I just trusted when I really shouldn't have. Now I need to get myself outta this mess...............yeah I really, REALLY don't think I am ever going to be able to even trust a freind after this one......d@mn it! Hell those three weren't the only ones, I got nailed by all this yr and to be truthful it was because I picked and stood by this guy that's my XBF, so it really is my fault!
Just trying not to do anything stupid today, because gob knows i WANT to..........
Re: Done lonelywithouthim: I wouldn't panic yet. I know that my stbx said a lot of things he didn't mean, and I said a lot myself. I'm sorry that you're in such a bad situation, but be strong for your kids! It is NOT your fault. I'm sure that if we all knew what we know now, we wouldn't have dated and/or married the losers that we did! I hope you feel better, keep your chin up and don't do anything stupid please!!!
Re: Done techick: Yes well my XH is delusional enuogh that he will say things in court that are absolute fabrications! The only thing I can hope will counter that is that this first case will only be 30 mins for the entire thing and he doesn't have the money for a long fight, plus if it went long, I am pretty sure I could bury him. In any case, he is an accomplished liar and that terrifies me, he has no holds barred and he wants the kids to hurt me becuase I won't get back together with him...he's not a good person....d@mn I hate that I can't call a spade a spade, but have to say it nicely.
Anyway thanks for the responses:)
Pray for the kids and me next Mon, when we are in court, please :)
Re: Done lonelywithouthim: Of course! Good luck :)
