The inbetween time nic1025: It's amazing. The void and empty hollow feeling that finds you when you're inbetween, in limbo. I told him I wasn't happy and I was leaving. He keeps threatening to kill himself and it's only making me angry. How someone, a 26 year old man could use something so serious as a means to try and gain attention makes me furious at him. I've been looking around for somewhere to live and it's taking time. I have no friends and no family here. The man I'm leaving was my all. I have to go to roommates.com and I have to get rid of everything I've spent so long building up to have to furnish my apartment. I'm only going to have a room now. The thought of living with a stranger and feeling like an outcast all the time is awfully empty. So it's this weird limbo time. We know I'm leaving in a month and I know I have to find somewhere to live. We are cramped in this tiny two bedroom apartment and it's so full of anger and hurt feelings. Money is such an issue so we're forced to talk and try and get along, but it's impossible. Things are so bad. We've only been married 3 months and I'm so humiliated. I just want this all to be over and I'm not sure how to get through the limbo time. I'm so scared about money and how this is all going to work out. I guess I just needed to hear someone say it was going to be okay. Happy Thanksgiving, right? :-\
Re: The inbetween time lost enigma: It's going to be fine...
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You sound like you have a good head. Patience is the key
