Saw stbx after 2 months. lonelywithouthim: Seeing my husband was heartbreaking.. we barely spoke 2 words to eachother. I hadn't seen him in 2 months. He looked so handsome, and acted so hurt. I miss him. I left there crying.. I hadn't cried over him directly in a while. We made a nice family, we really did. I hate him. :'( :'( :'(
Re: Saw stbx after 2 months. Falcon554: god I feel the hurt, the pain, im so so so so sorry :(
Re: Saw stbx after 2 months. 4sarah: I know how you feel!! Crying somewhat helps but it seems like after you talk to them its two steps back and then getting going forward again feels impossible. We can do it. I always cry after I have to meet my x face to face. He seems so much more caring now that he riped my heart out and drove over it a few times.
Re: Saw stbx after 2 months. BONILLAK: Maybe you guys are the lucky ones. My stbxh acts like he hates my guts! He left me so I should be the one acting this way but I think his is guilt. I think if he acts like he hates me it makes him feel better. After he leaves being near me I could kill someone he makes me so angry. I can't even see what I ever liked or loved about him anymore, its almost scarey.
Re: Saw stbx after 2 months. Falcon554: Im the oposite, my wife and I talked about 7 times today and saw eachother for about 2 hours, I have no feelings other then I do love her. No more anger or stuff like that. It was nice to spend sometime with her without the anger and pain today. But we have always had a strange relationship even when we were together. But I did love that relationship.
