freak'n holidays uilkie: ...it's been a while since i have been to ojar...thought i didn't need the support...but guess what...here it comes again...holidays...is that what it is...who knows...i'm just about sick of it as i can be...i don't want this crap to mess up what time i have with my girls...but it does it anyway...i have a meeting with a real life "shrink" tomorrow (company provided) ...what is she going to ask...stress'n out a little..even called the ex...just seems like the right thing...i don't know....can someone just wake me up on 01/02...or 03....maybe the 4th....
Re: freak'n holidays uilkie: ...just one mor thing...then i'll stop...i'm tired of felling sorry...i'm tired of hearing the same sad stories...i can read them here all night...i don't want to be ugly...but i know the answers...get yourself right...think about your priorities...yourself...i know this...this is what i expect tomorrow...but have they been down this road...sorry...i should stop...
Re: freak'n holidays jadedangel: [color=navy"> And even after all the sad stories ...
We still listen.
Holidays are one of the worst parts. Enjoy them for what you can -- if you need to take time out right now .. well dammit -- do it.
The shrink --- give it a chance. Who cares what they ask? Your there -- give it up ... someone has to listen ... and tell you everything you already knew ... right? You could pay me for that if you prefer....
But all in all --- I'm tired of feeling sorry ... I am tired of knowing what I should do but being unable to do it and most of all I am so sick and tired of caring about someone/something that obviously doesn't reciprocate. I know ... I may not be there with you --- but I know ...
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Re: freak'n holidays shockedandamazed: I feel the same way....I have no motivation for anything - I have stopped...in almost all aspects, physically (I take two 2-3 hour naps during the day), emotionally (I don't call anyone anymore). I haven't left the house in four days (I work from home...so partly contributes). I have two tests on Saturday and could care less about them....
Just don't care about anything anymore - I will spend 5-6 hours in front of the TV just so I won't have to think about anything....I know it will lift soon...
I have not bought one single Christmas gift....
Re: freak'n holidays jadedangel: [quote author=shockedandamazed link=topic=22531.msg209722#msg209722 date=1134084553">
I have not bought one single Christmas gift....
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[color=navy"> How bad is it ... that I don't plan on buying one single Christmas gift this year?[/color">
