Despite no Replys :( I did it I called and left him a voicemail. Macaw_Lover: OMG SO I DID IT! I'm shaking SO much right now I can't hardly type! He answered and I was a dork and said "do me a favor I'm gonna call back and dont' answer I want to leave a voicemail" OMG he probably thinks i'm NUTZ, oh well I think that ship has sailed. Now if he calls back i'm not sure i can't answer!!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
This is the message I left...
I’m sorry for leaving this on Voicemail, you probably think I’m nuts, but I guess I’m just that nervous. I just couldn’t seem to get this out into words when I had you on the phone, but I just need to know because it’s been driving me crazy not knowing. When we had sex together what was that? Was it just a one night stand or was it more than that? Because for me it was one of the best nights of my life just being with you. I mean it’s been 5 months and I honestly don’t know how you feel about it. Do I mean anything to you or could there ever be something more between us or is that just not something that you want now or maybe ever wanted? Again I’m very sorry for leaving this on here, but I just worked up the nerve well not really considering I’m leaving it on Voicemail. I don’t expect to hear from you tonight, I know it’s late. Just Please call me sometime….Talk to you later….
Re: Despite no Replys :( I did it I called and left him a voicemail. hardened_heart1970: hey it was easier for you wasnt it?
i would have done the same i guess. has he called you since that night? your heading on the right track anyways.
GOOD LUCK!!!
gtm
Re: Despite no Replys :( I did it I called and left him a voicemail. Macaw_Lover: Unfortunately I haven't heard from him yet. I guess a part of me is relieved that even if it was one voicemail I at least got the words out and i'm SURE he listed to the message.
However the whole reason that I did this to was because I want answers regardless of what they are. Obviously there is one answer I HOPE to hear, but even if it isn't that one I still just need to know. This is driving me nuts.
My ex bf has since been in my life and to avoid the situation with this other guy I think I have been using my ex as a cover to not deal with it and I needed to stop doing that. So that's where I got the insane idea of if I can't get it out in words when I got him on the phone I will leave a msg so he can at least hear what I need/want to say. Does any of this make sense or am I really just as big of a coward as I thought I was.
Thanks for putting up with my craziness!
Re: Despite no Replys :( I did it I called and left him a voicemail. bry911928: While am not 100% aware of the facts of this relationship, I might be able to offer you insight in to the male mind.. Scary I know but I think I can share how I might feel...
Sounds like to me you only made love to him one time, and since then the relationship has been more friends than lovers. He might have always wanted to know what a night was with you, and he now klnows.. good or bad... I know I have had "one-night-stands" with females that today we are just friends. I know they felt just like you. We agreed we wanted each other in our lives forever, even if just friends.
Bry911928
