I guess I have rejoined ....
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I guess I have rejoined .... jadedangel: [color=navy"> the dating world. 

Whether I am ready or not ... I have truly done it.  I went out with a nice guy last night.  Now ... I had been set up with my sister before -- amongst other strange occurances ... but, this --- was on my own accord.  Someone I met -- he called me and I said yes.  I am strangely indifferent to it.  He was nice ... we got along fine -- but, there is still something that is a lil off with it.  I hope that goes away. 

I don't think I am truly over my ex -- I hope this is not being unfair.  He knows I am not looking for something long term, but still .. there is that underlying guilt -- to him, to my ex and to myself. I know .. a bit of a rambling -- just wish I could be excited about the thought of it all.  [/color">
Re: I guess I have rejoined .... flyaway: [quote author=JadedAngel link=topic=22595.msg210082#msg210082 date=1134249659">
[color=navy"> -- just wish I could be excited about the thought of it all.   [/color">
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Why do you think you're not excited, JA?  I think it's exciting...it's better than sitting at home!


Re: I guess I have rejoined .... jadedangel: [color=navy"> So ... what your saying is it's bad that I would rather just sit home?  ;)


I don't know Fly -- guess it's just the thought of learning someone new .. dating again and not knowing where the hell the line is -- makes me think I am probably better off reading about respiratory function and disease.  :-\[/color">
Re: I guess I have rejoined .... flyaway: [quote author=JadedAngel link=topic=22595.msg210095#msg210095 date=1134252156">
guess it's just the thought of learning someone new [/quote">
yeah....sometimes daunting, I guess.  But look at it like an adventure.  And if you don't like what you learn.....subject him to an evening of learning about respiratory function and disease....and voila!  problem solved!  ;)

he won't be bothering you again! :D

Re: I guess I have rejoined .... hardened_heart1970: jade, its a first very big step in the get over the ex thing.

the things that you are feeling, are proablably normal.

let yourself go. let yourself free of any thoughts. do be careful though. dont send your heart in too early. youll be fine....

download bon jovi " its my life"      thats my theme song. you are doing great, and i have seen a ton of improvement in you over the last 6 months.

keep up the good work...........A+ ;D

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