Coping with Not being his Princess...Anymore
Coping with Not being his Princess...Anymore SadEyez: My husband said he wish we were never intimate ( I was his 1st, he was my 2nd- but only guy that I slept with more than once)
anywho-- I used 2b his princess now he walked out on me , hates me & is filing 4 divorce tomorrow. I feel like I've hit rock bottom and reached the epitome of true pain. So why do I still love him & secretely hope he'll apologize ( at least 4 saying that)
even with what he did -- I would never have said anything like that. why am I lonely and still miss "the old him" .
he doesnt even miss me & can't stop going on about how wonderful his life is since he walked out on me. We're still newlyweds 4 god's sake .
will I EVER get the truth, answers, closure, or an apology, or my marriage (renewed & redifined of course)
I feel so awful words cant descibe it. How do I know when it's starting to get out of the ordinary? My older sister seems to think it is and has been suggesting I see a therapist to help me move forward. everyone keeps saying because Im 22 I have so much more ahead but I didnt/don't want a life with anyone outside of my husband. How do I let go? Why am I still holding on to it or him? ???
ChiefWiggum: You will not get the truth, answers, or an apology.
bry911928: I have said this many o times, just know that everything happens for a reason. Don't worry about the things you can't change, focus on those you can.
And have a plan b in case things don't go the way you want.