Moving frustrations

Moving frustrations Mooneyes: Today my landlord started calling and coming by.  I avoided him basically.  I feel bad about it.  I have been trying to round up people to help me move.  I figure if I could get one person to confirm helping me I could rent a truck.  I thought I was so good sending my ex an email about the moving and the vinyl collection.  He said he'd come pick up the vinyl collection sometime tomorrow but that he isn't sure if he can help me move or not.  I'm so frustrated.  Where are people when I need them?  :'(  My backup plan has failed. 
Re: Moving frustrations dumpling: mooneyes-

i know money may be tight, but the $400 i spent to hire movers was SOOOOOOOOO worth it.  it was only a little more than the cost of renting the truck myself, and i didn't have any of the hassles and didn't have to organize well meaning friends.  actually- i made my husband pay for it- thought it was the least he could do.  i was an emotional wreck on moving day, but it didn't matter because i only had to take care of myself and the movers did the rest.

i'd also be there to help, if i was closer.

keep the vinyl collection hostage if he can't help  ;)
Re: Moving frustrations Mooneyes: I haven't decided if today is worse than yesteray or not.  Yesterday I was a lump.  Today I'm not so lumpy.  I woke up at 5am though.  I talked to my landlord today told him I'd be out by monday.  I talked to someone I know that I can hire to help me.  He said he will try to find someone else and get back to me as to when.  I talked to my EX who told me his car takes priority over any of my needs.  and that he might have a few hours tomorrow to help me but he isn't sure.  So I still don't have enough confirmation on a day to rent a truck yet.  And I will need help picking a truck up.

Anyway after talking to the ex.. I have a massive headache.. I had just spent all morning telling myself I was going to move on.. He is undependable.  I am angry.. Not sure if I'm angry at him or at me.  But I'm especially annoyed that I have a migraine now.

Additionally I wish I hadn't eaten all my yogurt.  I'm pretty much tapped out of food since I thought i"d be gone by now.

GRRR    :'(