Re: Moving home jojo: wishing you all the love and luck u need darling, hope it goes good n remember keep biting that tongue lol.
If you need me I'll be on that flight and I'll meet you in vegas we'll get hitched
luv ya loads
jo xxxx ;)
Moving home Falcon554: Well it was decided today to try one more time. Not that its not going to be easy, but first off is we both have to work on the trust that we both dont have for each other. I dont trust her, she cant trust me for not bring up the affair. So here we go. Might not be online much after I move back. Part of our problem was the pc. So I might just take out the temptation and not hook up cable for a while.
Will this work? without an all out effort from both of us no. But I do know she does still love me, and i her so anything is possible. Hell if you would of told me 8 months ago I would still be talking to her and seeing her I would of thought you were nuts. Heck 3 months ago it was really bad between us.
While its not GREAT now its good and we are going to take it one day at a time. Go to therapy and hope it works. If it does not at least I get to be home with my daughter again for a while, even tho I have seen her almost everyday for the last month and 1/2.
For those that dont want there relationship to end, follow there heart. But be ready for that heart to be crushed, mine has been more then a few times these last 8 months. But I got up, taped it up and kept my eye on what I wanted.
I maybe living in a dream land right now, and it may turn out to be a nightmare but heck life does have no guarantees. Wish me luck I may need it lol. Divorce does not mean its over. Our divorce for her was a way to end that marriage that became what it was, a rut and 1/2.
