Re: I f-ckING HATE THIS
I know it's just a dip in the road - but I get really angry at myself when I hit them.
I FUCKING HATE THIS cc: I HATE THIS FUCKING SADDNESS AND DEPRESSION, BUT WHAT I HATE MORE!?
Is how my so called friends, my so-called family, DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!!!! I try to talk to you, what the fuck do you do? TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AS IF YOU NEVER EVEN FUCKING HEARD ME!!!!!!!!!
Some of the people I need in my life aren't even fucking AROUND to support me!!! Fuck phone calls, IM'S, E-mails, I need someone physically infront of me that actually gives a fucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Re: I f-ckING HATE THIS EssieDotCom: I can understand these feelings, been here myself. all i can say is, you know we are here for you at ojar... even though its not physciall, heres a "HUGS" (((HUG)))
Re: I FUCKING HATE THIS toolboy: I to am going this alone in real (life) time. Do not take it to your friends or family, they do not want to hear.
Do you have a close friend, really close friend that you can share with?
PM me if you want to share and vent
Re: I f-ckING HATE THIS shockedandamazed: I had tons of support when all the crap went down and I found this site because I didn't want people to get tired of me...
Well, 8 months later, I have hit another low and everyone thinks I am doing great...because I don't tell anyone - hell, didn't leave the house for two days - just moped around the house and slept alot.
Hang in there guys - I have to believe it will get better.
