I found some relief atalose: Today I feel much better. As of lately I've been too depressed to post and now I know where alot of my stress came from.....not having a lawyer as of yet. I need to respond by June 2. I didnt have enough money for a retainer fee but once again today I hit the yellow pages looking and hoping for a solution. YIPPIE........I found one that will take my case for half of what everyone else wanted. He is a newbie but thats okay, I'm more afraid of not having legal repersentation and having the case go in default. Hope all works out well for me on Thursday (appt.)
Things here at home havent been too bad, we have our moments but thats expected.....GEEZ I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I still hurt and ache but its over and I need to accept that. It will get easier with time and I expect to have rocky moments even when this is all over but I'm a strong chick. It will be hard but I will be okay.
Re:I found some relief Babydoll: Glad to hear you found some help with the legal stuff. And I wish you luck with your appointment. I'm learning more and more that you just can't control all of those moments and just learn to deal with them as part of this whole process.
It's hard to stop loving someone--which is one of the reasons I'm so baffled at my situation, how can you just turn it off like he has?--anyway, I hope you days get better and better. You are a strong chick!! (heck, so am I!)
Don't be a stronger on here.
