Day by day....

Day by day.... gatorgirl: The stbxh & I are now on talking terms.  I feel stronger most of the time 98%, and weak 2% of the time.  I can look at him, face to face and not get all teary eyed.  A month ago I would have fallen to my knees and begged him not to "give up" on us.  To be honest,  I have an overwhelming sense of "well-being now."  I have accepted that he chooses buddies, beer, and pot smoking to me.  I shall not "hate"( I dislike that word) my ex, but learn to care/love in a different way.  He deserves happiness as much as I do and we have found it "not being together" as a couple but through our friendship.  I pray the Lord above watches over him and helps to guide him down the right pathways in life.

Never thought I would say "I'm happy about my divorce.... but I am.
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Re: Day by day.... BeatenNotBroken: Great news. Congrats on your progress. I hope i get there soon.
Re: Day by day.... Ramsey: I am glad to hear someone being able to feel well. It's really really great to hear. Continue to do a wonderful job of taking care of yourself Gatorgirl! I also look forward to reaching that level of healing. Certainly, day by day.
Re: Day by day.... arcticrover: It's probably very premature to say this with any amount of certianty, but one thing I do know is that I love my wife unconditionally and will rejoice in her happiness and successes long after she had gone from my embrace.
Re: Day by day.... jannette Garcia: Good for you!!!! Keep up the good work!