Re: Does anyone feel racked with guilt about their...
As it turned out, all I did was take her for granted. I wish I hadn't done that...
She smacked me upside the head 4 times towards the end.
I warned her what was going to happen if she hit me again.
Well, she popped me again.
My reaction was to slap her. (before I could even think about it.....)
...harder than I intended to.
I'll FOREVER regret that. I don't slap
women. Or at least I never had up
until then, and have not since.
.... and never will again.
It seems her first two husbands beat her pretty
badly. I now have to wonder who REALLY threw
the first punch....
All I did was become yet another man who hit her.
She is married to her third husband now.
I hope to God that he loves her and doesn't hurt
her or her two beautiful children.
God, I HATE what I did.
I'll never forget it.
Does anyone feel racked with guilt about their... qmambo: behaviour in the relationship and truly feel they are 100% to blame?
I feel like i was such a bad person to him, checkin up on him and making him feel useless. I am living with this now and feel i am such a bad person, or is it that we were not right for each other so its cause n effect and if i was with the right person then i would not feel what i felt?
Oh i feel like crap again iwant to call him to explain my behaviour and how sorry i am and that i am a good person.
Re: Does anyone feel racked with guilt about their... Breggen: I feel bad that I made my wife feel alone in our relationship. I feel bad that I made her want attention from someone else that eventually made her feel she had to cheat to get the attention.
I feel bad that after the cheating, I kept asking questions and reminding her of what she did. I feel bad that I kept pushing her to show me love and affection.
I especially feel bad now because I used her mom's trust to let me in their house and i went into her room (acting like I was using the restroom) but checked her computer.
Re: Does anyone feel racked with guilt about their... qmambo: I jst feel so bad :-( is this gonna be with me for the rest of my life?
Re: Does anyone feel racked with guilt about their... kimberly: It takes two. There must have been some reason for you to be suspicious and untrusting. Did he show you love, did he honour you and your vows? Was he a good husband...............did he 100% deserve a good wife? You are in the 'it was my fault phase', it will pass. Your mind is playing tricks.
