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Re:nothing to look forward to right now timetobefree: Hey Kin! Sorry to hear that you are down right now. It isn't fair and you are right, letting go of your stbx is only a small part of the process. I have been wanting to have a temper tantrum about this whole thing for weeks...wanna join me and scream and kick like two-year olds? Just kidding...well, kinda kidding...
I don't know if this holds true for you, but the weekends are actually harder for me now. I think because I have more time alone with my thoughts. Try not to stay at home by yourself too much. Get some exercise...it really does get the endorphins going. Try to not to focus on all the problems at once. I know these are hollow words when you are down, but it is going to take some time to sort your life out. Don't let it overwhelm you. You can do this...if you are reaching out to us, you can do this.
I hope this helps in some way...take care of yourself...
Feel free to PM me if you want.
Re:nothing to look forward to right now Bug: One huge bear hug Kin! I am sorry you had a down day. Life will even out. Just make every second you have with your son quality and you will make up for what you miss in quantity. I hope your day picks up
Re:nothing to look forward to right now christian: Being alone sucks MAJOR @ss- but it will get better. Not easier, but beter. I went and picked up more of my things (I haven't even spoken to her in over a month) and managed to make it a block away after before I had to pull over and cry. At least she didn't see me cry, this time.
Re:nothing to look forward to right now in_search_of: *Hugs* Kin! I wish that there was something that we could say that would make the pain go away, but we can't. Just know that even if you can't always physically be there for your baby, then you can still always be there mentally and emotionally! And to him, eventually, that will mean the world to him!
She did not throw you away, she threw away what you had, which obviously did not mean to her what it meant to you! You are sweet wonderful person, and someday you will meet the person who you mean to what she meant to you, and you will feel the same in return!