It doesnt hurt so bad anymore unikgrl: First of alll I want to say sorry to all the guys OK all you guys are not selfish theres is some good ones out there right! :)It's me unikgrl again and I told the story of how my clean and sober used to be boyfriend was cheating on me because I went to see him at rehab and this other tramp was there, I guess it was expected of him but I thought he had changed but it was just a cover up because I see and feel in my heart he will never. What I dont understand is why he would want her instead of me she has 3 kids from different dads Im not sure if she has a job plus she's ugly and a tramp but he's a looser so I guess perfect couple huh. So much problems she has caused for me and him and in my eyes he lets her right, or else it would of been stopped a long time ago, so many tears I've cried I caght her at my house one day we got in a fight because of her and he was lying in bed covering his head so I just started hitting him because he was lying and I knew he was lying well when I got up to walk away he grabbed me by my hair and pulled me down and when I fell I hit the floor with my head and it cracked open,6stitches and 4staples, I've caught him on the phone with her caught him at her house when he was living with me, caught them together late at night, so many text messages I've argued with her she so many times I want to beat her down so many times one time I went to her house cause she was talking all that crap on the phone so I called her bluff and the minute I get there what does she do goes running inside to call him I hate her, so many lies lies lies please tell me that I dont need this crap Please help me understand why do I still continue to take him back I know he's lying, The good news is that it finally doesnt hurt no more I cry because I'm upset but not all traumatized by it I sleep at night not like before when I was all depressed I can say I dont want to be with anymore and really mean it besides it's not my loss its his, if he thinks shes gonna be there for him hes wrong but hey if she and him think there better off together hey by all means give it a chance but dont come running back to me to ruin my life more than u 2 already have. What do you think more rplys the better :D
Re:It doesnt hurt so bad anymore Dino: Knowing that someone who was the centre of our world has chosen someone else to be that person for them always hurts. It's natural to want an ex back, to wish for the good times again. It sounds like you are remembering the bad times as well. That's good, that way you can't glorify the memories of your ex.
You need to come over and join Team No Contact. Always room for one more.
