getting depress adam: before i start i want to apologize by my bad english, i hope even that someone can help me.
Well, here's my case, always since i can recall i've been smarter than the rest of my classmates (for smarter i mean to get the very best notes without even to study), well, even you don't want to this fact injure to you in some ways, in my case it turns to me into a very arrogant person, i always have been treated to the rest to the people like idiots, humiliating them every time i'd a chance, now i am in the university, and everybody hates me!!!, people that i don't even know knows me, but thats not the problem, i knew it all along and truthly that amused me, and it made me feel greater than anyone, but suddenly, me, the one that claim not to have feelings feel in love with a girl i don't have any chance, she has become my best friend, but sometimes she really hurts me with her attitude towards me, now i am in a very deep depression, i don't know what to do, i wanna throw all to the garbage and kind to start again, but that's sort of impossible, because i am ar the middle of my university studies, one thing is certain i cannot undo my whole mistakes, the people that hates me won't stop to do that, so i become to a conclusion i need to go back who i was before, i need help, i'm losing myself and i am very desperate, i have been thought in take drugs to destroy my depression, but that's just a thought... really i don't know what to do, please someone give me an advice....
Re:getting depress Dino: if it is your behaviour that is causing your depression, you need to change your behaviour. ask a friend what your irritating traits are and try to tone them down.
at least you recognise that you have a problem dealing with people. if you are more intelligent that your classmates, try helping them instead of ridiculing them.
it may be difficult to alter your image at university after acting like you have for a long time but im sure it can be done.
if you have one best friend, there must be something about you that people like. maybe you can concentrate on that.
good luck
