feeling blah tonight amola: i should be in a good mood......i got alot done today....
*did all my laundry (yet to be folded and put away, but it's done)
*ran the dishwasher (need to be emptied, but again, it's done)
*paid my bills
*i officially have enough money to go to chicago thanks to my income tax refund (have to get the check from the ex tomorrow)
*i'm going to wichita tomorrow to spend the day with ex's niece and go to the women's fair and get lots of free stuff
*washed a couple of years' worth of filth off my car finally (still not sure what possessed me to do that, but it looks better)
*i have a 3 day weekend from my real job
so why am i feeling so blah? maybe i just need to get some sleep or something. maybe it's just pms. i don't know. but whatever it is, it sucks.
just had to share that with everyone....lol
amola
Re:feeling blah tonight A002702: You're not alone. I had a pretty good week but for some reason the blahs hit me and all I could do was think about the ex. I know how she feels and waht she has done but for some reason I had a feeling of missing her. I did realize that it was not as strong as before but it still was there. It does get easier but those blah feelings come. Part of recovery I guess. Keep your head up. This too shall pass.
CD
Re:feeling blah tonight teacherwriterguy: Amola,
Sometimes after I've done a bunch of productive things, I actually have a let down (the blah).
I think maybe it's like this feeling of, "Look. I did ALL this productive stuff. That ought to make everything better. No? It didn't? Grr. Blah!"
If laundry can't fix the problems of the world - sigh. What are we coming to? :) I say that knowing my laundry is in the washer right now.
What if I add fabric softener to the process?
teacherwriterguy
