Why? LonelyLady: Gee, I woke up just fine today. I did my run and my weight training like I normally do. I had a bite to eat and then made the mistake ...I sat down to think.
Emotions ran out of me like water. I was feeling so calm and confident that I could get through this until now. I feel so sad and tired of everything. I want it to all just go away. I know it wont. I have my children who need me all the time.
My STBX and I were discussing a problem about our teenager. Well the STBX made a comment to me this morning .... " I dont know what to talk with you about anymore." What was that? He knows that when something concerns our children that I am always open for discussion. *WTF!*
I really dont know if I can take it anymore living together for the kids if it is gonna be like this. It feels like the STBX was trying to make me out to be an uncaring parent.
Thoughts anyone?
Re:Why? riversandlakes: [quote author=LonelyLady link=board=1;threadid=9030;start=0#msg71363 date=1111072192">
Gee, I woke up just fine today. I did my run and my weight training like I normally do. I had a bite to eat and then made the mistake ...I sat down to think.
Emotions ran out of me like water. I was feeling so calm and confident that I could get through this until now. I feel so sad and tired of everything. I want it to all just go away. I know it wont. I have my children who need me all the time.
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The fact that it was like a broken dam when you probed it with a twig meant it was pent up? I don't know, but it is healthy to pent up so much sadness and hurt inside?
Someone told me, "Well, think and think and think it over, and sooner or later, the brain will get tired of asking, because there was simply no answers!" Hence would you like to rethink and rethink?
I feel your pain when you said "sad and tired of everything". That's natural. Me oo
This, too, shall pass... :-\
