Damn, I get so frustrated!!

Damn, I get so frustrated!! willow78: [color=Teal"> [/color"> My husband wants to be my best friend, he knows I still love him very much,and when he talks to me he talks like there is nothing going on . I tell myself that I shouldn't let him act like nothing is wrong, but it makes me feel good when I can talk to him. I guess I hold onto hope that if we remain friends, that maybe one day he will want to get back what we had.Maybe he will all of a sudden realize he does love me, and likes being around me again. I know it sounds stupid, but when you love someone as much as I love him, I guess you do stupid things. I still feel very connected to him, I wonder if he feels it to. I hate what he has done to us, but I would take him back in second. Am I being a doormat?????
Re:d**n, I get so frustrated!! Dunno: A doormat? Hrmm, if you are hon, it's like there are many of us. I feel the same way about my husband, were he to walk in right now, I would probably, no I WOULD take him back. Regardless of the last 28 days of hell I have gone through, crying, hurting, missing my life, feeling worthless, ect. Wowww! Seeing all that, you think I should WANT to take him back? This is how and what I try to remind myself always, I hope I can get to that place where I won't want him back. Where all this hurt is too much to have repeated, and my biggest thing woukd be the wonder of, "Will it happen again?"
Re:d**n, I get so frustrated!! zoinks: Oh, ladies. <sigh>. My fiance is the same way. Ex-fiance, of course. He finally moved out today, after breaking off the engagement six weeks ago.

He called a few hours after he moved, to see how I'm doing, to tell me how his new apartment is spartan and lonely. He loves me in a way, just can't marry me. Whatever.

I'm sad and it's a god-forsaken Saturday night alone, for BOTH of us. What an idiot, to have brought this on!

YUCK!