Just scribbing to you my dream Sittingbear: Yes, years have passed, You are now but like the dreams I had. I am remade, or self made now. I think of you often, wondering if you remember the fun times, the serious talks, and the many laughters that spilled into Creation and the special safe place we called Home.
Knowing you as I remember, you wouldn't cry in public, yet when taking the shower you camoflaged your tears. Never had I raised a hand to you, Never had I said a bad thing to damage your delicate and sensitive heart. I understood from the wonderful conversations, that you were a woman, a life giver, a human. I understood that you originated and adopted your low esteem , self abusive teachings from your first teachers.(parents) Never did I use your history against you. I wanted to be your knight in shining armor and show you the beauty I see and feel, when with you. Not the big bad wolf that you are so familiar with, before I. Please know that I accepted your imperfectiions and your excellence. I knew that you were other lovers, yet I prayed and remained the hopeless optimist, that you would return. Then it happened, now we are seperated, and you no longer the hapless goddess, but are now strong and beginning your healing path. I am but grieving the woman you have become, the woman that I saw through your Low Esteem. I wonder what it would be like now to be with this amazing woman, I will never know yet My heart sings, in knowing that you will seek a happiness you have not known,when with me. I will continue my good path and always will have you close to my heart.
sittingbear
Re:Just scribbing to you my dream fupped: You have wrote the most beautiful thing. I praise you... I hope your wounds heal, Im sorry to you and all others who women like me have hurt........
Re:Just scribbing to you my dream Sittingbear: Fupped and prairie princess
Thank you for your kind responses to a healing heart.
sittingbear
